I'm drinkin' whiskey out the bottle
Devil on my caudal
Rev the engine throttle
To get me away
I feel I've sunk into the bottom
Prayin' that I see tomorrow
But these skies are gray!
I'm so paralyzed...
I can no longer move an inch...
I'm so paralyzed...
Can I break free from this grip?
I'm so paralyzed(x4)
Like a deer in the headlights
Hopin' to move but intoxicated by the fright, he might lose his life!
Got me counting nine lives...
Cause this cats on his last leg, this could be his last day, livin' off of borrowed time
Overcome this mountain climb, strugglin' to write a rhyme
Committing all these crimes
Might have to pull a columbine
Cause his minds sicker than swine
And he drowns his thoughts in wine
Lying to his mind tells himself he's doing fine
Stay on the grind
Stackin' up them bucks
Keep writin' songs, and keep pumpin' trucks
But these days are so mundane
Makes me wanna go insane
And make my brain see brains
Scattered on the windowpane
Thats the true meaning of pain
Its a god damn shame
Growin' up as a believer forced to be a bottom feeder
Just to try to make ends meet
Hustlin' d** in the street
I just might get my a** beat
See my body on the scene
Chalked up white over that green
I just wanna smoke some weed
So i give into the puff smoke, now i'm flat broke
My homies be them cutthroats that'll cut you up like fresh coke
Always thinkin' bout money
How to make this life more bloody
Cause these skies is never sunny
See these grey clouds all above me
Somebody help me
Starin' a whole in the floor
Try to open all these doors
I can't feel my legs no more
Paralyzed i've lost control
Movin' slow, thru meadows
Crawl through the valley of d**h
Movin' prone i try my best until i got nothin' left, yes
No, I don't know, but i feel I gots to go
Tryna hold on to the flow
Somebody said reap what you sow
Thats why i'm out here doin' shows
Paranoia eats me up, i wish i some friends or hoes
To the point it got me screamin'
Is this real or am I dreamin'?
I f**ed this life up so much I don't think theres a chance of redeeming
Myself, maybe start over and just myself
But f** that, slittin' ya wrists and jumpin' off a bridge
Cause a real man would use a gun
Then there'd be no chance of not gettin' the job done
Cause were self destructive
Im just tryna make life productive
But i'm oppressed by corruption
Government funds ebol population control
I should do the world a solid and just help it, f** it