ethan lawton
in my cups
lyrics

[Verse 1]

I'm on my knees

Hear me beggin' to my darlin', please

I can change it if you just don't leave

Me here this way

As she turns her head

And all I hear from her are words that said

I thought you knew it, that our love was dead

She slams the door

[Chorus]

I've been savin' this up

Won't quit ‘til I'm done

‘Til my race is run and I'm in my cups

[Verse 2]

Ain't this a trip

My nose was open, now I'm on my lips

I drink each evening tryin' to forget

The way we were

She seems just fine

A new man, just a matter of time

How I wish that she could still be mine

I am so low down

[Chorus]

I've been savin' this up

Won't quit ‘til I'm done

‘Til my race is run and I'm in my cups

[Verse 3]

I'm drunk as hell

What's that smell? I guess it's me, oh well

I've gone too far as far as I can tell

I can't turn back now

I can't stand the pain

No matter what I do it's still the same

And I'm wanderin' in the pourin' rain

Oh goodbye, cruel world

[Chorus]

I've been savin' this up

Won't quit ‘til I'm done